Thursday, October 18, 2012

She drowns in her dreams.

Damnit! Snap back. 
Bringing me there is the physical pain of my teeth clamping down on my tongue. 
Outside, I pretend I am ok with it all. 
But I continue to ask, "How do I find more strength?" 
I'll find it within myself to keep it all together. 
For them...
I'll pretend I am ok with it all. 
I'll act like there is nothing wrong. 
so I release with tears. 

Is it over yet? 
Can I open my eyes? 
I wanna know, is this as hard as it gets? 

But for now I will drown in my dreams. 

1 comment:

  1. Looking further into the glooms of your soul, realizing what you have to give- realizing where you're from.

    You must realize- not everyone is as spectacular. Not everyone was blessed so much- no one was ever taken by so much.

    Think hard- Think long. But your worth more than that rocking chair of thought. Do something. Live for something. Be something.

    ...And do it for you!

    You've said it yourself, "life is too short".
    anyone will take you for 'who you are, and they'll take you for everything'. Don't tuck away behind your fears. Live. Pink wasn't meant to be ignored... it's meant to stand out. Especially when with white on a black dress on cold nights.
    Enjoy Miss Kelsi

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