Damnit! Snap back.
Bringing me there is the physical pain of my teeth clamping down on my tongue.
Outside, I pretend I am ok with it all.
But I continue to ask, "How do I find more strength?"
I'll find it within myself to keep it all together.
For them...
I'll pretend I am ok with it all.
I'll act like there is nothing wrong.
so I release with tears.
Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
I wanna know, is this as hard as it gets?
But for now I will drown in my dreams.
